However in case there are some of my LiveJournal friends who are not also my Facebook friends I feel I should let you all know what is goin on.
First, I have been accepted to the Master of Divinity program at Chicago Theological Seminary, and this coming Friday I will be moving to Chicago to start school.
Second, in April, after nine years together David solaswolfen decided to end our relationship. This was not and is not a mututal agreed ending, this was and is a dumping. David moved to Chicago in June to start a new job and for the last two months I have been trying to pick up the pieces of my heart and life while still moving forwards towards seminary. For the record I still love him with every fiber of my soul. I miss him terribly. But you can't make someone stay with you when their heart is telling them to go. Someday perhaps I will get over this loss and be able to love another. Though it has been two months since David left me and I still cry nearly every day.
Before anyone starts to wonder, I was accepted to Chicago Theological Seminary before David decided to end the relationship. So my moving to Chicago next week has nothing to do with David being up there already.
Those are the big developments in my life since I made my last LJ post. I don't know what the future will hold. I hope and pray that I will succeed in my studies and will adapt to living alone in a new city. I have started a youtube channel with video journals to help me process around the break up and the transition from partnered to single and from Belleville to Chicago. Feel free to look them up.
I most likely will not be making any more LJ posts.
Current Mood: crushed